For The Ponderousness Of Numismatics

In the midst of the global pandemic

Possibly prevented by common hygienics

Creates a tantamount breeding ground of the inverse

Naysaying carriers

Mixed with false-positive worriers
Potency
It stirs officials and experts to produce new demographics
Labeled as infected, non-infected and once infected
Just three terms for the world at large

The vulnerable and the shielded crossed
The ignorant and the informed collided with this
I could lose this site
That's really sad
I could lose my life
That's really sad too
I could lose my wife
That's really sad that I haven't earned one yet
Sidenote ~ So many females and seemingly none for me
Proceed
As the maturing manifesto
Has its crescendo's arch bending up high 'pon skies
A grand shadow is cast on all below
And I have to discover away
To face the next day
Sunrays immersed in the credo that all will be better eventually
It cannot always possess this density
Intensely fearing its presence while feeling the impact
In a message that's loud and clear
Money is the root of all necessity
Once martyred to live/die by thyne word
Are these now past or present
Which holds more credit

Poignant

Superheroes, Romance and the like
The simplest smile can happen for a myriad of complex reasons
If only the scenery could change with a very good pre-season
Waiting to revive yesterday
Never allowed me to witness tomorrow
Albeit this value was yet to be determined

Forgotten Symbolism of Competition

The attempt to revolutionize a career with new communication

Was met with interpretive noise and ruination

Sadly it was predictable

Even by a lesser individual

So what should that mean for me

Smitten with a conniption 

Of lost or not earned wages

Allows for the attrition of whats written

To decompose in stages

How do you keep going when the immediate return is

Nothing

Something positive has to restore the feeling of accomplishment

As both feet are firmly affixed to the ground

The blissful heights are nowhere to be found

Prayers for a winning lotto ticket 

Mixed with copious applications to employers

Let me know a fiance and lawyer would have been a better route

Candle lit dinners are replaced with sipping dark stout

How do you ascend to your dreams that are too big to attain

Worse pain 

Loss of mind or broken heart

Repeat the same task expecting a different result or start anew

Collapse to your knees and pray or seek the comfort of a neighbor too

Sometimes the favor is to do no favors

Labor the turmoil of hard work

With a tear in the eye and lecturous smirk

Its all in the inevitable works

As the cogs turn and plates shift

Can we move forward without mischief

Can we generate a better atmosphere to live

Can Obioku be the bigger and better man

Can he knows what it is like to have the winners seat

Cut

Lather rinse repeat

The appearance of what we already knew

Stares you in the face once again

I am what I am

But what is that to you

What To Call It

At a loss for words
Minus meaning to endure
For sure
Could be isolated as an empty filler
Synonymous with perplexing pillars
Towering above what I hoped to see
The moment appears lost on me
Spiraling out of the box
Talks in a very loud way silently
Connivingly decidedly forced to find a better way
Into what I don't know what I'm looking for
Less is more
More problems
With added time to solve'em
Compiled to build to execute to view
Was the main method I knew
Prized strategy
Embedded in the anatomy
Of a missing career
With the end near
A menacing hope awaken
First of a series
Will it get better
Cloned empire trips last alarm
Battle continues till one side wins
The umpteenth time must be the charm

Heard The Herd

What to say
What to say
What to say
When thinking to myself
Sometimes that is how I pray
Not certain about with others
How this will play
Appreciative for everyone who has visited so far
Hoping this attempt can render turning a profit
Logistics aside
Only I cannot be the one to determine if this is inapposite
Struggling for mass appeal
Will satisfy a privileged few
So for all those in attendance
Please regard the honor as due
Forfeit the mendacious scheme
For the aesthetics of an prideful sheen
As what was once furtive
Can be converted to something curative
When choosing purity combined with surety
Delivers the guarantee of merciful charity
Where the rarity of kindness
Becomes the scarcity of shyness
Invoke the touch of Midas
To revoke the rust of my crutch
Utter faith in humanity
Using held hands for amnesty
As an international resource
With only this humble discourse

Just Me

My tears fall in a hidden place

My fears are stranded by deaf ears

I sit alone

All alone

Desperate for affection

Contemplate correction

What do I really want

I want to know what you really want

Why put up a front

One day was lost to consider the runt

Blunt expressions

Replaced with penned aggression

The duality is always present

To represent all possible intent

Friendship shares in the light

Enemies plot with spite

Both pay equal attention to the cause

Rewritten as practiced law

The rationale is apparent

To the eyes that do not stop staring

Applaud and rejoice

Or silence the contrasting voice

I still do this for you

I just hope you know who you are

When we both agree

The moon becomes a star

O.B.O

Define that for me

I just need your help

To determine identity

Simple remedy

Companionship mixed with femininity

Could be a smiling face

Could be a wife

I’d rather let her decide her life

Choice was fought for a long time ago

Far from me to shed the water against Roe

Challenge history or relive the past

Is something that has already passed

You are always right is in hindsight

Good morning follows good night

Write

Maybe that’s wrong

But it sounds good to the chord of the song

Off to another note

I think I am starting to ramble

Constitute myself after the preamble

Oscillate

Let me jot a quick note to express how I feel

Allow me a moment for my thoughts to congeal

I begin to pinch myself to know this is real

But am always reminded that is only something time can reveal

What do I want to say

How shall I attempt to convey 

Is this where I should play

Who knows the best way

These are questions I don't have the answer to

It shows I am sort of lost on what to do

Should I speak about me 

Or talk about love

Should I pull it altogether 

Or break apart with a shove

My mind is pure, Her body is art

Let neither quality defy the heart 

Erratic is my scripture

Have you developed a picture

Now devein the depiction 

Written is the addiction 

This seems to be completely indecisive 

But the dilemma is just my crisis

Sufficient conditions

Vacillate illicit prescriptions

It's all out of wack, doesn't make much sense

Which one of us is now convinced

The Purpose

Consider this a project of reclamation
To speak without words of degradation
Remove that which is evil and crass
And help to redefine the new task
Challenge the souls of those who adore
Get entangled in the creation of a new floor
It's more than the journey of cite unseen
It's being involved in the beginning of a new thing
Raise the bar and set a trend
As you traverse two points to mend
Appeal to those you don't know
To see the change you can't show
If you find the pace to be slow
Refrain to compare
Abstain from the fear
Try a way to adjust
From a source to trust
As you start to have fun
You are nearly done
For the purpose was not to be the star
It was only to help you with who you are